EMOTION'o'SPHERE

2008-04-11T17:17:00.001+08:00

thanks for the outing yest dear, i really enjoy myself and i really appreciate it my dear :)

2008-04-11T15:09:00.002+08:00

where its at
i know karma's coming to pay me back
im with the sweetest thang thats on the map
i broke her heart in 30 seconds flat
in 30 seconds flat
now how did i
just how did i become that kind of guy
to look at girl and lie right in the eye
my momma told me willy that aint right
boy now that aint right

im s s s sorryim s s s sorry
i didnt mean to break your heart [2]
im s s s sorryim s s s sorry
i didnt mean to break yab b b b break it baby
look babyim a heartbreaker [6]
im a hearta h h h h
im a hearta h h h
im a

where she go
i got some things i gotta let her know
to fix the love now its impossible
but baby baby if we take it slow
if we take it slowwe can make it work
we just cant throw the love down in the dirt
you probly think that im a f**kin jerk
cuz the way i let you down it made you hurt
i didnt mean to make you hurt

HEARTBREAKER - WILL I AM FEAT CHERYL COLE

2008-03-24T23:24:00.002+08:00

had a long week and been feeling feverish for almost 2 weeks... and it's shitty... coughing non stop and flu... wad a week... i really miss my baby :( been a week since a last met him... each of us are bz with our things and life... and sis is went to camp so there's no one for me to disturb at home and no one for me to talk to... but she'll be back on wednesday so i guez i'll have no company till wednesday then :( went for a job interview just now BUT had to wait for their call so i guez i wun be getting the job then... i gtg for now so i guez i'll update when i'm free aites :)

2008-03-24T20:42:00.003+08:00

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you, to you, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back I'll make it better than it ever was
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)

MAYBE - SECONDHAND SERENADE

2008-03-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

All the way from the east to the west We've got this high society looking down on their very foundation Constantly reminding us that our actions are the cause of all their problems Excuse the obscene, ignore the untrue Depictions we see, try and get through Admitting mistakes can't hurt I'm not the last but I sure ain't the first Relax while you're closing your eyes to me So warm as I'm setting you free With your arms by your side there's no struggling Pleasure's all mine this time

I believe my sins have been forgiven and I believe my choice will save me from this life please don't question why my sins have been forgotten I believe I'll find peace in afterlife please don't question why I left this way Centuries pass and still the same War in our blood, some things never change Fighting for land and personal gain better your life, justify our pain The end is knocking

If I was perfect Than this would be easy Either road is plausible on both I could drown I walk through the center With no rules to guide me I realize it's difficult But now I can see There's gotta be another way to go a way that's much more feasible A combination of all these lies to set your path without choosing a side I make decisions one at a time And no, I never say I'm always righ tI'm confident that when I stand on my own You'll see the truest form of a girl when I'm shining through So far down here just holding on

The left isn't better It's just more of the same Condemning all these people For what they believe I'll climb to the top of their mountain again No one is going to save me this way And the closer to the top I get the more they can aim But I'm not you I may not be perfect But I've always been true I may not be worthy in your eyes Climb up from the bottom For the last time The last one, The last time

2008-02-17T17:34:00.004+08:00

to bam siow:

juz wanna tell you tat i heard wad u said about the bdk taik thingy...

and kite tknk carik psl and we dun wan to be fanatic like you... and pls tell your girl that even if i call you it doesnt mean that i want to get back with you.. everything is over... and it will remain this way... i have my own guy and she has you so tell her dun worry about me getting back with you cause i wun...

peace out,

mimikin

2008-02-17T17:18:00.005+08:00

2008-01-25T16:51:00.000+08:00

haiz... i'm damn bored rite now... my baby is working and i dun know wad i shud do now... my mind is in a total blank...

BUT

i juz dun understand why some ppl juz wanna show off and try to make me jealous... lemme tell you tis i'm not jealous even one bit... cause like i said on my previous post, I"M LOVING LIFE TO IT'S FULLEST...

cause i have a guy whom i love very much and he really cherish me and treat dhiya like his own... and AT LEAST he's not childish and has his own thinking... not like some ppl...

TO BAM SIOW: IT'S GOOD THAT U HAVE MOVE ON WITH LIFE AND FOUND SOMEONE THAT REALLY LOVE YOU... BUT ONE THING, CHERISH HER AND WAD YOU DID TO ME, PLEASE DON'T DO THE SAME THING TO HER... AND NEVER LAY YOUR HANDS ON HER... AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, IF YOU WANNA SAY STUFF ABOUT ME AND MY GUY, PLEASE SAY IT FACE TO FACE... NOT POINT CALLING US NAMES AND STUFF... PPL MAY NOT KNOE WAD YOU DID TO ME... AND THEY THINK THAT I'M THE ONE WHO WANT EVERYTHING TO BE OVER... AND I'M FINE WITH IT... I DON'T CARE AND DUN GIVE A DAMN... PPL MAY SAY WAD THEY WANNA SAY ABOT ME BUT I KNOE WAD I DID AND WAD I DID NOT DO... HOPE YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE AND I REALLY YOU'LL STAY TRUE TO ONE AND STOP BREAKING PPL'S HEART...

2008-01-19T14:03:00.000+08:00

it's been quite a while since i last updated... so, im happy with my life now and loving it to it's fullest... at least NOW i know there's always someone beside me to make me smile and laugh... not like some egoistic guy who pushs all the blame on me and who won't admit his mistakes... i knoe i'm wrong too but u did something behind my back too and i kept quiet for i dunno how long and now i wanna move on with my life and be wif someone who cherish me and love me and my daughter with all his heart... SO if u're not happy about it then FUCK YOU!

and now eveyone think that i didnt try to save our marriage... it's you who didnt make it work not me... they only hear your side of the story and not mine.. so if these ppl really knoe me they will knoe that i'm not that type of girl...

and last but not least, i really miss the ppl whom i really spent time with when im still with him like ina and shikin... i hope you guys take good care of urself and love your life to it's fullest okayy?? you guys have my number so anything you can jus msg me and i'll be free to entertain you guys :)

GOD BLESS :)

2007-11-19T14:07:00.000+08:00

hello!!!! i juz wanna say i miss ina and shikin lah!

a7x rulz!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-29T16:19:00.000+08:00

hey ya!!!!!!!!!!! finally i'm 20... hehe... so im just dropping by to c how things goes here... so i juz nutink much happen when im not here... AND I MISS CERTAIN PPL :( so sorry cant spend time with you guys cuz im bz working and theere's not net connection at my grams place... so now, im stealin someone else's wireless... shhs! dun tell anyone... hehe... so gtg now... i will modef update u guys again abt wad happenin now and all i can say now is that im happier this way :) i can live my life to the fullest wif dhiya now... hehe :) so tkcr guys and i'll be back :)

ps:2 million ina cant be wrong... hehe... and thanks for the a7x tee :)

2007-07-10T20:56:00.001+08:00

i hav moved out so i cant really post that much as there's no internet connection at hm so i'll update if i can okayy? cheers :)

2007-07-04T09:59:00.000+08:00

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu
Pudar kah sudah cinta yang ku beri
Berwarna warni segala
Yang dijanjikan ia

Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hati mu di tawan
Usah biar diri ku di sini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman
Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu
Usah lepaskan

Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu
Ku ingin selalu bersama mu

Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
Engkau dan dia harus bersama
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita patutnya masih bercinta
Usah lepaskan

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu

Usah Lepaskan - Taufik Batisah

2007-07-04T09:28:00.000+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

2007-07-02T09:26:00.000+08:00

Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fate

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around

What Goes Around Comes Around - Justin Timberlake

2007-06-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
No one could hold me down
No one could keep me around
Now it's your turn, take a shot
Baby show me everything that you got
Maybe you can keep me alive
Maybe you can get in my mind
But it's only a matter of time

Before I run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

My father, he was always wise
As wise as an elephant's eyes
He couldn't hold me down
He couldn't keep me around
So are you gonna take your shot?
It's the only one that you got
Maybe I'll go out on a limb
Maybe I'll jump in for a swim
When the lights go dim

You know I'll run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday

When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
And I don't think I'll ever change
I think I'm gonna stay the same
I'll run far away
I need to take a holiday

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Holiday - Boys Like Girls

2007-06-28T09:53:00.000+08:00

I'm here when will you make your move?
I see you, I am me, I want cha, why don't cha?
Come to me, I can be, what you need, uh baby
I'm standin, been waitin, I'm yearnin, I'm burnin
Come to know me, come and get to know me
Come to show me, that you wanna know me

I'm here in love, can't wait no more no
You were the one who stole my heart
Can't you see the way to sober?
I need you to come closer
Please believe is getting stormy
You really got me hot

2007-06-27T08:57:00.000+08:00

STAMFORD, Conn., June 26, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment is stunned and saddened by the details released by local authorities concerning the double homicide-suicide involving Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son, Daniel.

However, WWE is concerned with the sensationalistic reporting and speculation being undertaken by some members of the media following the press conference held by the Fayette County Sheriff’s Department and the District Attorney. During the press conference, the investigating authorities made the following points, all of which run contrary to the media speculation that "roid rage" was a factor in the senseless murders and suicide:

1. The authorities stated that all drugs found in the house were believed to be legal prescriptions.

2. Steroids were not, and could not, be related to the cause of death (asphyxiation). Authorities had no factual basis to speculate as to Benoit’s state of mind, and rightly did not do so.

3. Toxicology tests have not even been completed, so there is no current evidence that Benoit even had steroids or any other substance in his body. In that regard, on the last test done on Benoit by WWE's independently administered drug testing program, done on April 10, 2007, Benoit tested negative.

4. The physical findings announced by authorities indicate deliberation, not rage. The wife's feet and hands were bound and she was asphyxiated, not beaten to death. By the account of the authorities, there were substantial periods of time between the death of the wife and the death of the son, again suggesting deliberate thought, not rage. The presence of a Bible by each is also not an act of rage.

5. WWE strongly suggests that it is entirely wrong for speculators to suggest that steroids had anything to do with these senseless acts, especially when the authorities plainly stated there is no evidence that Benoit had steroids in his body, pending the toxicological reports, and that they had no evidence at this time as to the motive for these acts.

WWE is continuing to monitor the ongoing investigation being conducted by local authorities.

"taken for the wwe website"

ONE MORE LEGEND GONE JUST LIKE THAT :(

R.I.P CHRIS AND FAMILY

2007-06-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

Today is the day,
the worst day of my life.
You sulk until it hurts me.
I don't know why.
The cost of misery is at an all-time high.
I keep it hidden.
Close to the surface, inside.

I'm learning to fall.
I can't hardly breathe.
When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me.
Don't try this at home.
Pretend you don't see.
I don't wanna know that you know it should have been me.

Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie?
He doesn't get you like I do.
And you don't know why.
You change your clothes and your hair,
but I can't change your mind.
oh, I'm uninvited. So unrequited, now.

I'm learning to fall.
I can't hardly breathe.
When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me.
Don't try this at home.
Pretend you don't see.
I don't wanna know that you know it should have been me.

Words screaming in my head.
Why did you leave?
And I can't stop dreaming.
Watching you and him.
When it should have been.
It should have been me.

Today is the day,
the worst day of my life.

Learning To Fall - Boys Like Girls

2007-06-18T14:41:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since i last posted... it's because i have a very hectic schedule lately... and i get tired easily so i need to get some sleep... and i did yesterday... slept for like 9am to 5am next morning ;) and feel so much better... and had the weirdest dream ever... i was with this guy whom idk who(who's quite cute actually ;P) and im in this big and beautiful house idk where... so yea... tat's a very random thing to dream about uh? and i want chocolate plox... so, i think i better do my chores now, see ya... have fun and god blessed :)

2007-06-16T12:44:00.000+08:00

Lived through you,
safe with how we lived our lives,
with how it all turned out.
(But things are bound to change)
Uncovered lies, surfaced throughout,
will make you change your mind

Sometimes life is altered
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

When I see you, I can read it in your eyes,
fate misunderstood.
(But things are bound to change)
Swallowed the lies, can't blame you for,
thinking with your heart.

Sometimes life is altered.
Break from the ropes your hands are tied.
Uneasy with confrontation.
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

I see my world crumble and fall, before my eyes
I know, I know.
Dark will turn to light, in time I'll be alright
I know, I know
(I never imagined my life could turn out this way
So cold so black so alone)
Living goes by fast, catch your breath
and it will pass you by.
And it won't last, to sulk with the memories you hold.

Sometimes life is altered.
Break from the ropes your hands are tied.
Uneasy with confrontation.
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

And All Things Will End - Avenged Sevenfold

2007-06-11T16:52:00.000+08:00

see, i told u 1 week passes by with a blink of the eye... my best fren is coming home today!!! yay me... and ina if u wanna knoe who have been entertaining me for these pass days, the pityful person is shikin... ;P and maybe im shy to say this face to face with u ltr but i realli realli miss u :( no one to aww with me for the 1 week... but i saw the sabby and polar thing... and maybe when u're reading this, i'm already off to work so "WHERE'S MY BIG PRESENT?!?!?!" u forgot about my "live animal" present :( but i really ganna make it short and simple cause we're in a rush to go to the airport to pick u up... and i got one secret to tell u, im gonna tell u when im off work tomoro okayy?

2007-06-04T13:16:00.000+08:00

counting the hrs till my bestest fren going to melbourne... hey when u go, pls miss me okayy... haha... cause im surely gonna miss u lah babe... and dun forget my big present... haha... 1 week is a long way... whu's gonna entertain my craziness then? :( and i hope i wun cry when sending u off ltr... but 1 week will surely pass by with a blink of an eye, i hope so... u tkcr whn in melbourne and say hi to the cute guys for me okayy ;P haha...

2007-05-26T09:55:00.000+08:00

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.

Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.

You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.

Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.

You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.

Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.

A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

2007-05-26T09:45:00.000+08:00

Your Weight is Ideal

Your BMI is 20.9 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25

Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height.
Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy.
So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy!

Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on!

Do You Need to Lose Weight?

2007-05-25T13:42:00.000+08:00

You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close
I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you
If you are not looking for true love,
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one

So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright?
Will you say ok?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say Ok.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe

When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright?
Will you say ok?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok Don't run away, don't run away)

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you won't be shy
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer

When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright?
Will you say ok?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)

Say Ok - Vanessa Hudgens

2007-05-18T09:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm, since someone is so nice to write about me then i shall write about her :) ,

to: ina a.k.a harry judd :)

she is an awesome person to be around with and being around her means tat u have to laugh and laugh... seriously... we make stupid jokes and laugh at it even though it not funny... and she like to disturb me with my "ooofff" and "zacky muke ducky" :( takpe... horry naik lorry... and as if u dun have any obsessions... wad bout harry judd, joseph jonas, branden wadever his first surname is, jesse mccartney, and gus carr(if this is how u spell it)... but it's fun being around her cause we have the same taste in music so we can share2 ;) and we definately hate one thing... FAKER... ina, lets destroy the fakers in the world...

p.s: 2 million ina can't be wrong...

to: shikin a.k.a tom fletcher :)

actually i wasn't this close to her when i got married and i've forgotten how we get along well enuf to hate the same ppl... ok... wdf am i saying? haha, ok... basically shikin is someone who is crazy and nice... cause shikin + ina + me = super craziness and thanks for leading ur ears when i really need it... :) and she have her own obsession too... with harry judd... haha... actually, it's tom fletcher... and i have nothing on my mind, i realli can't think now... sorry :( and when are u slepping over again? so we can have a super crazy week :)

2007-05-14T08:10:00.000+08:00

had dreamt about a7x again yesterday... omg... wad's happening to my brain... is a7x all i can dream of? but this time the rest of the band was there and we were taking pictures and were enjoying each others company... haha... im goin crazy... :) most of my dreams came thru and i realli hope that this one and the previous dream will come thru too... fat hope shikin... but y am i having this kind of dreams? does anyone knoes y?

AND I LOVE BLAKE LEWIS, U ROCKS MAN!!! U'RE MODEF THE NEXT AMERICAN IDOL :)

2007-05-11T13:06:00.000+08:00

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a very well adjusted and happy person.

Overall, you are very content in your life.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

2007-05-11T13:05:00.001+08:00

You Are 72% Burned Out

You are very burned out.
You need a huge break from your responsibilities, starting as soon as possible.
And you need this time to reevaluate what you really want out of your life.
Because you're working hard and going no where... and that would burn anyone out!

Are You Burned Out?

2007-05-11T12:56:00.001+08:00

You Are a Punk Rocker!

When it comes to rock, you don't follow any rules
You know that rocking out is all about taking down the man
You've got an incredible stage presence and rock persona
You scare moms, make bad girls (or boys) swoon, and live life on the edge!

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

2007-05-11T12:49:00.000+08:00

Your Body Image is 24% Unhealthy, 76% Healthy

You're body image is quite healthy, though you're sometimes a little bit too hard on yourself.
Chances are you've got a rockin' body - so enjoy it!

How's Your Body Image?

2007-05-11T12:45:00.001+08:00

You Are an Espresso

At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic

At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung

You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping

Your caffeine addiction level: high

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

2007-05-11T12:44:00.000+08:00

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.
You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.
And while many people may claim they would choose love too...
You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

2007-05-11T12:41:00.001+08:00

Your Weight is Ideal

Your BMI is 21.1 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25

Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height.
Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy.
So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy!

Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on!

Do You Need to Lose Weight?

2007-05-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

i had some dreamt something very random yesterday... i dreamt that m. shadows and the rev came to ask me out... lol... told u that it was a very random thing to dream about... maybe because i've been listening to them and watching their videos eveyday... but i like zky and syn the most but y all of the sudden m.shadows and the rev... haha... i have to get my brain washed... haha... but i truly love them... they'll own all band ;)

2007-05-07T09:31:00.000+08:00

eric and danielle won the amazing race!!!!

im sorry to break the news but yay... eric was my fave b4 tyler :/ and he was so sweet cause the first person he called when they won was jeremy... so i guez tat's it... i wanted to update juz because of the amazing race... hee~

2007-05-02T12:20:00.000+08:00

had a day off yesterday and u think i had a great day? most of it yeah cause i cud pay back my beautiful sleeps ;) but 2 particular ppl woke me up with their intensive nagging at 7.30pm... i was like wdf?!?!?! juz because ayie went out to meet some friends, they were nagging like as if he had done something extremely wrong like killing someone... and then this particular person juz nagged and nagged juz because ayie asked him for cig then ayie went off... hey! FOR FRANK SAKE, u tink u are the most perfect and most wonderful man in the whole world? b4 u say anyting about my husband, better see urself first... do u think u have the responsibilities? if u dun then u cant blame ayie cause he's ur kid... and every morning b4 ayie goes to work, i will have to bear with nagging and nagging, as always... so sick and tired of it already... haiz... just my luck...

i need to go to bed as im working tonight...

bye...

p.s: ina, i want channing tatum plox ;P

2007-04-25T09:47:00.000+08:00

I HATE FAKERS!@!@!@!@!@!@

WDF ARE U THINKING FUCKERS! WDF ARE U TRYING TO DO FUCKERS! OMG... MY BLOOD HAD REACHED ITS BOILING POINT THE MOMENT I SAW IT! I'M GONNA HATE U SO FUCKING BAD!

U ARE SO FUCKING FAKE!

2007-04-23T09:56:00.000+08:00

i juz had my ear pierced last saturday... and the pain was not wad i've expected... juz because of the halfway piercing the other day, i had phobias on piercing my ears... but now i don't... i love the guys so much... thank you!!! and im gonna have my left ear pierced soon.. so it will be equal... 4 on each side ;) wanna tag along ina? :)

2007-04-18T08:41:00.000+08:00

oh no... im falling sick... im having the worst headache ever and my throat hurts like hell... and im having a cold... and i dun have enough sleep... pity me... :(

2007-04-17T08:37:00.000+08:00

it has been a very tiring week for me :( had to work the whole week and have to work for this week and next week... im becoming a superwoman... yay me!

and i was very mad yesterday... u wanna knoe y? cause i hate FAKERS who doesnt have their OWN taste... gtfo!!!

u better watch out cause, WAD GOES AROUND COMES AROUND... u do it to me, im gonna do it to u fakers!!!

2007-04-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

I'm trying to create something that's not there.
A spark I saw. A bomb is really just a means to an end.
I was just so happy to be out of my shell again,
don't think that I really cared for who or what.
So for now I'll just have to keep it shut.

If you're not ready, you're not ready.
Please stop acting like you are.

How could I know
that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?
I know the spark inside your eyes
was just the match I used to set myself on fire.

My mouth's shooting blanks.
This situation's unbearable,
I've gotten vulnerable.
Now anyone is free to waltz right in.
My temple's been invaded
and there's nobody guarding it.
All over this lonely life,
but what's so wrong with being all alone?
Alone's the only way I've ever known.

If you're not ready, you're not ready.
Please stop acting like you are.

How could I know
that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?
I know the spark inside your eyes
was just the match I used to set myself on fire.

I'm pleading cause this kills and it's still bleeding.
My darling I'm taking my life back to start healing.

How could I know
that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?
I know the spark inside your eyes
was just the match I used to set myself on fire.

Devotion & Desire - Bayside

2007-04-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

Some days
I get crazed
I don't know why it's all relevant
I'll take deep breaths
And keep control, go on.

I've tried brave
And you've tried to save
I'm proud to keep it bottled up
I think I past my prime and lost my mind and I'm torn.

No telling what tomorrow holds.
Who let, who let this feeling die, when all I did was try?
Who let, you let this feeling die,
I can't get you out of my head, my head.
You're the flame that burns me so I know that I'm still alive.

Some say
It's all fate
but I say we control our lives
And if my destiny should outbest me then that's fine.
I make believe thrill and apathy co-exist in me fairly equally
The truth is doubts are all I've got to call mine.

No telling what tomorrow holds.
No telling what voice takes control.
Who let, who let this feeling die, when all I did was try?
Who let, you let this feeling die,
I can't get you out of my head, my head.
And you're the flame that burns me so I know that I'm still alive.

Is there anybody out there (out there)
Is anybody calling (anybody calling)
Woaahh, if what i say is really wrong
Is there anybody out there (out there)
Is anybody calling (anybody calling)
Woooah, if what you say is really wrong.
I'm not in control, I think I'm out of control

Who let, who let this feeling die, when all I did was try?
Who let, you let this feeling die,
I can't get you out of my head, my head.
And you're the flame that burns me so I know that I'm still alive.

Duality - Bayside

2007-04-13T08:47:00.000+08:00

You almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask

I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that

with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you

Buried Myself Alive - The Used

2007-04-12T14:12:00.000+08:00

i hate liars...

fuck u liars...

2007-04-11T09:07:00.000+08:00

Jealousy's an ugly word, but you don't seem to care
Converse behind my back, but now I'm here
Need no one to comply with me through everyone that I defeat
Don't need you, fuck camaraderie, this rage will never go away

Hatred fuels my blood, I'll burn ya down (you can't help me)
One king to watch the horsemen fall, I'll fight 'til the end (I won't help you)
I can't trust anyone, see it in my eyes
Now I can understand, it's sorrow that feeds your lies

You're on my back when the water gets too deep for you to breath
A crutch for you that won't always be there
Hide in the dark another day, the fear in you is here to stay
So keep the fuck away from me and learn to trust the words I say

Hatred fuels my blood, I'll burn ya down (you can't help me)
One king to watch the horsemen fall, I'll fight 'til the end (I won't help you)
I can't trust anyone, witness and see it in my eyes
Now I can understand, put faith in you for the last time
It's sorrow that feeds your lies

Run from me before I tear you down (be afraid)
You chose the wrong side (it feels so right)
I won't help you, let you rot away (despise what you say)
Run towards the light exposing your soul (we won't be there by your side)
Salvation's dying (somebody's crying)
We're all gone in the end, sweet child we'll miss you
No, so far away, far away

I can't trust anyone, witness and see it in my eyes
Now I can understand, put faith in you for the last time
It's sorrow that feeds your lies

Falling away, can't buy back time
Burned it down anyways

Burn It Down - Avenged Sevenfold

2007-04-02T09:36:00.000+08:00

RED=ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
Ans : alwaes...

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
Ans : i think it's gonna be me cause u wun like it when im angry, it's takes over my mind :/

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
Ans : i'll do that when im angry...

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
Ans : i dun knoe about tat...

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
Ans : i stare when im mad...

ORANGE = EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
Ans : no :(

2. Are you easily excited?
Ans : i tink so...

3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?
Ans : hmm, i dun have any events coming up... my life is pretty boring...

4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
Ans : fly to america or sweden :)

5. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
Ans : hmm... it's kinda hard to answer...

YELLOW = SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name: Shikin

2. Birthday: september 19

3. What's your main goal in life?
Ans : i wanna be a rockstar.. hehe... jk... i alwaes wanted to be a designer so i wanna reach tat goal of mine :)

4. Do you want to have children?
Ans : i have a beautiful daughter...

5. When do you want to die?
Ans : it's up to God to decide...

GREEN = OPINIONS
1. Are you against gay marriage?
Ans : hmm... this is kinda hard for me to answer... it's 50 50...

2. Lower the drinking age?
Ans : no way!

3. Capital Punishment?
Ans : im against it :)

4. Abortion?
Ans : nope... im against it... :) dun be a muderer ppl...

BLUE = LOVE
1. Do you love someone?
Ans : yes and very deeply...

2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Ans : yep...

PURPLE = Q&A
Q: how many beds did you lay in today?
A: 2...

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: white tank top

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
A: drink sodas... :)

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
A: im seriously dead broke... not even a cent :(

Q: Is Tom on your Top friends list?
A: whu's tom?

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: wall... :/

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
A: the who t-shirt :)

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: tagged, myspace and my blog is a must everyday :)

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: nop...

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: my stomach... :/

Q: What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
A: i can't remember...

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: on last thursday...

PINK = LAST
1. Person you saw:
`my beautiful baby

3. Movie watched in cinema:
`hmm... tat's hard... elektra i tink... i'm so outdated...

4. Song you listened to:
` rock and alternative...

5. Person you talked on the phone with:
` my mom in law was the last person whu called :/

6. Did you notice that the question 2 was gone
` nop... lol

GREY = TODAY
1. What are you doing right now?
` updating my blog and waiting for someone to be on...

2. What are you doing tonight:
` oh man... im working tonite... but i dun wanna go :/

3. What are you going to eat?
` healthy stuff :)

BROWN = TOMORROW
1. Is:
` tuesday

2. Goal:
` i wanna watch CSI tomoro... :)

3. Are you going to laugh?
` it's hard when ina is around with me... she will make me turn myself into a psycho...

2007-04-02T02:53:00.000+08:00

Instructions:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. Press forward for each question.

3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.

NO CHEATING!

4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.

5. Bold the questions and answers that swack.

How are you feeling today?

the taste if ink - the used

it doesnt realli describe my day but it's a meaningful 1...

Will you get far in life?

what you deserve - the exies

this doesn't make sense...

How do your friends see you?

the ex - billy talent

i know i'm not tat type of girl :)

Will you get married?

letters to you - finch

idk bout this and i am married... :/

What is your best friend's theme song?

stand by me - shayne ward

idk if it's true...

What is the story of your life?

duality - bayside

now, this really make sense

What was high school like?

sound effects and overdramatic - the used

???

How can you get ahead in life?

dead! - my chemical romance

if i'm dead, how am i suppose to get on with life...

What is the best thing about your friends?

calling all cars - senses fail

???

What is in store for this weekend?

20 hour drive - the red jumpsuit apparatus

20 hr drive? hmm... where wud i go?

What song describes you?

room 409 - bullet for my valentine

To describe your grandparents?

unsaid things - mcfly

some things are better left unsaid...

How is your life going?

famous last words - my chemical romance

What song will they play at your funeral?

light with the sharpened edge - the used

yay! at least they play the used for my last song :)

How does the world see you?

my only one - plain white t's

wished it wad true...

Will you have a happy life?

buried myself alive - the used

i realli hope so...

What do your friends really think of you?

basket case - greenday

gosh, not this song pls...

Do people secretly lust after you?

a box full or sharp objects - the used

???

How can I make myself happy?

second heartbeat - avenged sevenfold

Will you ever have children?

over it - katherine mcphee

i have a daughter :)

And i tag........

Sofie

Harry Judd :)

Ana

Tom Fletcher:)

Ain

Ika

Those In My Link List

And

IDK Whu Else...

this doesn't makes sense at all...

2007-03-31T12:46:00.000+08:00

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

Warmness Of The Soul - Avenged Sevenfold

2007-03-31T12:36:00.000+08:00

im feelin kinda bad todae... if i knoe this wud happen, i wud nvr ever had do tat cause i realli like talking to u... but wad can i say, things happen for a reason so maybe i juz have to deal with it the right way... but it's hard though and i dun knoe how to explain it... i dun even knoe y im feeling this way... i dun have much to blog and not in the good mood to blog anyway so i'll update when i have the mood...

p.s: this is not regarding my marriage... dun have the wrong idea...

2007-03-31T04:42:00.000+08:00

I think I could like you
I already do
Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You're takin my hand
Lookin into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to
Get me tonight

Feel somethin happenin
Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby
Gotta satisfy my heart

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch a girl?

I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
Cause I can't seem to tell
If you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside

Do you feel somethin happenin?
Could this be for real?
I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal

Bring me some flowers
Conversation for hours
To see if we really connect
And baby if we do
Ooh I'll be givin all my love to you

You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

How To Touch A Girl - Jojo

2007-03-29T11:13:00.000+08:00

i have a new fren and his name is joel... and i call him Jo-eL-Ly... :) he's 18 and he's a nice guy and i realli enjoy talking to him and... *secret*... hehe... :)

2007-03-29T02:59:00.000+08:00

Once more I say goodbye, to you
Things happen but we don't really know why
If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?

Oh yeah...

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..

Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap

Once more you tell those lies, to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty?
When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?

Oh yeah...

Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..

Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...

All These Things I Hate(Revolves Around Me) - Bullet For My Valentine

2007-03-28T08:54:00.000+08:00

was bored so decided to do something and i came out with this :) took the image and letters from yahoo though... not having the credits to myself cause im a good girl ;) and it was hard to draw the eye though... but let me tell u this, i didnt trace it out ok... if u dun believe then up to u... :/ cause i'm not a FAKER!!! and i dun fake my stuff...

2007-03-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

was cam whore-ing juz now with ina and these are the results... and i cut my hair juz now ... nice rite? :) ENJOY!

2007-03-21T08:39:00.000+08:00

I'm over your lies
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me
When you know I'm not okay.
You call me and I...
And I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me
I know you're not alone.

Oh and that's why
Your eyes
I'm over it.
You're smile...
I'm over it.
Realized
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Wanting you to be wanting me.
No, that ain't no way to be.
How I feel.
Read my lips.
Because I'm so over
(I'm sorry)

Moving on
It is my time.
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first a little bit
But now I'm so over
So over it.
I'm so over it...

I'm over your hands
And I'm over your mouth
Tryin' to drag me down
And fill me with self doubt

Oh
And that's why
Your world
I'm over it
So sure
I'm over it
I'm not your girl
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Over It - Katherine McPhee

2007-03-16T18:02:00.000+08:00

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

Sieze The Day - Avenged Sevenfold

2007-03-14T05:26:00.000+08:00

u broke me with one call
a call which explains all
fuck you is all i can say
i don't care come wad may

i gave you all my heart
but all you do is hit me with a dart
you all that i want now
in my heart there's room for one

how am i suppose to get through
without you, my world is blue
please don't leave me, i'm left with sorrows
wherever you go, i wish to follow

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i know we can't be together
i wish things would be better
i know you are always there for me
and i hope you will always be

when i see your face
my thoughts will be gone without a trace
things are difficult for us
and our patience is a must

what if fate is not in our hands
maybe we should just be friends
i know it will break you
i'll be here for you no matter what i do

-----------------------------------------

i wish to be buried alive
when you were telling lies
now you should pay the price
since you did it twice

i know you're a fake
when all you do is take
what belong to others
to you it's not the hardest

i don't give a shit
bout the things that you did
as though you were treating it
like one of your deeds

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2007-03-14T05:01:00.000+08:00

YAY-ness! i got THE USED BERTH DVD! i love them so much and im not lending it to anybody ;)... even if u plead... it's so precious to me...

2007-03-14T04:55:00.000+08:00

i was cam whore-ing wif ina and wrote some poems to let my feelings go... and guys, thanks for being there for me when i needed u guys love ya... :)

2007-03-13T05:48:00.000+08:00

hey, it was DANNY JONES's birthday yesterday and i didnt get to post cause i didnt get to use the comp for one day... so here i am now wishing him a veri veri happy 21th birthday and may he lead a successful career with McFLY... (i know im lame as danny wun be readin this, but i juz wanted to wish him a happy birthday)...

and i'm veri sad cause ROB & AMBER is out of the amazing race all star... :(

i got nothing more to post now so see ya... and i hate u fakers... fuck you!

2007-03-10T08:47:00.000+08:00

i want to say tat im sorry... im being unreasonable :( im so sorry

2007-03-10T07:24:00.000+08:00

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved

Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight

I Won't See You Tonight - Avenged Sevenfold

2007-03-10T06:54:00.000+08:00

now i knoe tat all guys are stupid fucking insensitive idiots whu dun give a fuck about other people feeling and i wan to say thanks to this particular person whu make me wait like an idiot and say "im sorry, im to tired to talk. we'll talk tomoro..."(on msn, i mean) wun u be mad at me if i did it to u huh? firstly at 3.30am my time, u said "i'll msg u ltr if i can be on or not"... then i msg u 3 and a half hrs ltr and u gave me tat simple msg... u make u wait like an idiot... and thanks for makin me feel tis way... and i alwaes tot u will alwaes be my listening ear... so, i'm so wrong...

y can't guys juz be sensitive towards our feeling? wad wrong wif them? aren't they ppl like us whu have feelings?

u broke me

2007-03-09T22:11:00.001+08:00

I HATE YOU!!!!!!

ffs, i'm so so so mad now cause... argh!!!!!! stupid fucker! faker.... no originality!!! fuck off dammit!!!

i'm so pissed off rite now even hearing mcfly wun help... i juz hate fakers! fuck you...

i want to kill u and burnt u and make the sharks eats up ur ashes, fucker...

fuck you

fuck you

fuck you!!!

u're a fake, fucker! and i wish i cud kill u!

i caught fire, all because of you fucker!

U'RE A FAKE

2007-03-06T06:00:00.000+08:00

Nothing's impossible
Nothing's unreachable
When I am weary
You make me stronger
This love is beautiful
So unforgetable
I feel no winter cold
When we're together

Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

When day turns into night
I look into your eyes
I see my future now
All the world and its wonder

This love wont fade away
And through the hardest days
I'll never question us
You are the reason
Why only reason

I am blessed
To find what I need
In a world loosing hope
Your my only believe
You make things right
Everytime after time

Stand by me
No more darlin
I want you by my side
I want you here with me

Stand By Me - Shayne Ward

ps: i love you baby :)

2007-03-06T03:58:00.000+08:00

i knoe i have not been postin much these days... juz postin some lyrics... cause i dun have the word to describe my feelings for the day and i find some lyrics really suits my mood for the day... so juz bear with it okay? i juz can't find the right words to post for my feeling of the day and i really want to thank the people who are always there for me... i really appreciate ur presence in my life and i'm happy with it... the people who alwaes make me laugh and make my mind go crazy... i juz can't imagine how my day wud be like without u guys... thanks guys...

and for the people who alwaes makes my blood boils, WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND... bear that in mind fakers...

2007-03-05T06:05:00.000+08:00

sheesh... having a very bad hangover and my stomach hurts but i already took 4 painkillers... and it's not working... and im bored now.. nothing much to do... and nothing to post too... and one thing to be sure... im getting hooked to the used... all thanks to my miss harry judd...

2007-03-01T17:20:00.000+08:00

Afternoon, I fell asleep in the living room
It's one of those moments when everything is so clear
before the truth goes back into hiding
I wanna deside cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than fear
It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now tell me how
to make a man

Maybe, I need to see the daylight
leave behind the half life
don't you see i'm braking down
lately.... some here don't feel right
this is just half life
is there really no escape, no escape from time
of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know when I figure it out
And I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that away
It's fine by me but you are another mystery I am missing
It takes too much out of me to pretend

come on let's fall in love
well come on let's fall in love
come on let's fall in love again

cause lately, something here don't feel right
this is just half life
without you I am breaking down
wake me
I wanna see the day light
save me from this half life
let you and I escape
escape from time

Half Life - Oliver James

2007-02-25T03:19:00.001+08:00

You Are Sex On the Beach

When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth.
You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you.
So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks.
Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins!

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

2007-02-25T03:17:00.000+08:00

You Are 92% Perfectionist

You're a total perfectionist. So go ahead and congratulate yourself on a "perfect" score.The truth is, everyone is sick of living up to your standards. And you're probably even sick them yourself.

http://www.blogthings.com/areyouaperfectionistquiz/">Are You a Perfectionist?

2007-02-23T10:02:00.000+08:00

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my sideForever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
It feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

Amazed - Lonestar

2007-02-22T08:24:00.000+08:00

Stars shining bright above you, night breezes seem to whisper, "I love you".

Birds singing in the sycamore tree, Dream a little dream of me.

Say "nighty-night" and kiss me.

Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me.

While I'm alone and blue as can be, dream a little dream of me.

Stars fading, but I linger on, dear.

Still craving your kiss, I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear.

Just saying this, Sweet dreams till sun beams find you.

Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.

But in your dreams whatever they be, dream a little dream of me.

Dream A Little Dream - Michael Buble

2007-02-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

hmm... had a boring family outing and we took some "gorgeous" pics... ;P

2007-02-18T07:40:00.000+08:00

Please don't go, I need you.
I'll please you, not mislead you
If you would be my only one.
Together we move slowly.
I'll never leave you lonely
If you would be my only one.
If you love me too,
can I call you my only one?
If you say no, I won't let go
My only one.

My Only One - Plain White T's

2007-02-18T01:20:00.000+08:00

as i was browsing the net jus now, i was touched by this beautiful places... i knoe it is b4 but didnt know that it wud be this beautiful... and i like lyon the most... it's a waste if u can't travel to such nice places :( so i realli wish i was there and spendin time with my loved ones there...

and i'm sorry babe, i knoe i have been to hard on you...

p.s: i shud realli thank henrik cause he was the one who told me tat lyon was a nice place... so i decided to look it up... and it was beautiful... ty :)

PARIS

LYON

VENICE

LONDON

ALASKA

SWEDEN

2007-02-17T08:02:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney

2007-02-16T05:16:00.000+08:00

hmm... i dun believe in a perfect life BUT my life is almost perfect now :) and i'm happy with it... and i juz did something crazy... i re-pierced my tounge :P and it was "ouch"... but onli for a moment... so ina, im not a psycho ok... i'm juz doin it for fun :) harry pierced his eyebrows and u didnt call him a psycho? :)

so, i lost 1 more kg last weeka and im reaching my "goal" weight soon :) even though i have the urge to eat chocolates but i try to resist it cause i dun want my "hardwork" to go down the drain...

ffs to the ppl whu dun have their own life... i hate fakers!!!

and let me tell u this, im no emo, gothic or wadsoever shit... i dun follow this trend... i listen to the songs tat will make me feel good... not like some faker, emo and gothic wannabes...

so, had a lame dae but at least i get to get my feet out of the house... it feels so heavenly... and i went out to buy some mocha and it was heaven :) right ina?

hmm... ever wonder if u can change fate? or destiny? haha... stupid me... so, i wanna see McFLy so bad... please please come to singapore :) so ppl dun forget transylvania is coming up in april 26th if im not wrong... y dun u juz check thier website out @ http://www.mcflyofficial.com...

luv ya loads darlz...

2007-02-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm... been a long time since i last post... so... :) i dun have much to post anyway... but some ppl are juz pissing me off.. go get a life... and i mean ur own life and be original... dun be a fake... i hate faker whu have no life and keep copying others... f u!

i noe i shudn't be usin tat kinda of language but im so pissed off... sorry guys... :)

hmm... im so in love! and it feels realli good... :)... i luv u so much my dear...

2007-02-14T23:06:00.001+08:00

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

2007-02-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

You Can Change Your Life, But It Won't Be Easy

You really, truly want to change. You're just not sure that you can do it.
You need a solid plan, supportive friends, and a strong will.
Think about times you've made hard changes, and what you did to get through them.
A change is in your future - you just need a little help getting started.

http://www.blogthings.com/canyouchangeyourlifequiz/">Can You Change Your Life?

2007-02-14T13:05:00.000+08:00

McFly spread the Comic Relief news

McFly are back from Africa where they have been finding out for themselves how funds raised have been put to use. They visited the township of Kamwokya in Uganda where Comic Relief has been helping educate children and to run clinics. Since the band last visited Uganda two years ago they have seen great improvements. Money raised from McFly's double A side single 'All About You/You've Got A Friend' helped build a three storey school and put more doctors in local clinics which serve 9000 people. Danny said: 'It's really rewarding because we saw what the money from the single did….It changes the way you think about life.' The boys have been touring the UK since their return visiting British projects funded by Comic Relief. Check back to find out when you can see footage of their Uganda trip on CBCC Newsround...

2007-02-12T01:59:00.001+08:00

Your Love Type: ISFP

The Artist

In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions.
For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings.

Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener.
However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes.

Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ

What's Your Love Type?

2007-02-12T01:56:00.000+08:00

Your Love Style is Pragma

You believe love is logical - or at least it should be
You've thought a lot about what you want from someone
And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement
You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love
All you've got to do is meet the perfect person!

What's Your Love Style?

2007-02-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

2007-02-12T01:20:00.001+08:00

You Always Hold a Grudge

If someone wrongs you, you aren't likely to forgive them. You figure they've showed their true colors.You've been known to cut people out of your life pretty frequently. And maybe you've even sought revenge a couple times!

http://www.blogthings.com/doyouholdagrudgequiz/">Do You Hold a Grudge?

2007-02-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

i'm so in love with u babe...u are my guardian angel... :)

2007-02-08T09:13:00.000+08:00

GIVE ME ONE MORE MONTH TO GO THRU THIS, I'LL BE IN A STATE OF DEPRESSION!!!

2007-02-08T08:45:00.000+08:00

I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you

I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me
I can't survive I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back
I guess it shows that we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

2007-02-04T22:56:00.001+08:00

first of all, i felt sorry for my beloved harry judd :P one mistake and bye-bye w700... but at least u shud be thankful tat ur dear dear brother is using ur phone atm... so u dun nid to worrie tat much...

and my past few days was HELL... stupid apple cd... so sick and tired of it already...

and im realli sad cause im looking forward to 'Transylvania'... but it was pushed back to april... cause Mcfly have made the decision to move the single from February because they have been asked to return to Africa with Comic Relief. As you all know the band are no strangers to charity work and when Comic Relief asked them if they would like to return to Uganda where they first visited 2 years ago to film the video for 'You've Got A Friend' and help raise funds, they jumped at the chance to see how the area has changed with the help of Comic Relief.

*hugs*

signing off...

2007-01-27T04:11:00.000+08:00

i'm having a veri bad migraine now... and my body is aching all over :( and im so bored rite now... nobody is entertaining me on msn and... my world is going crazy!!! i can't hold on much longer... has a tough week... and it's killing... im almost half dead now... so damn tired...

i feel lik i lost everythin wen u're gone, left rememberin wad it's like 2 hav u here wif me, i tot u shud knoe u're nt makin it easy

hugs

signing off...

2007-01-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

i was the happiest girl todae... and thanks u for bringing me back my joy... i tot i've lost it... and all thanks to u... for loving me and making me happy... u alwaes make my dae.. and alwaes there to make me smile... and i realli hope that we'll be happy and will not have any fights in future :)

and you were alwaes there for me no matter wad and i want it to be this wae... i will remember this dae till the very last dae of my life and i dun knoe how i'll spend the rest of my life without u by my side...

THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME :)

*hugs*

loving u alwaes

signing off...

2007-01-17T17:46:00.000+08:00

Your Taste in Music:

Alternative Rock: High InfluenceR&B: High Influence90's Pop: Medium Influence90's Rock: Medium InfluenceClassic Rock: Medium Influence

How's" Your Taste in Music?

http://www.blogthings.com/howsyourtasteinmusicquiz/

2007-01-17T17:38:00.000+08:00

Your Weight is Ideal

Your BMI is 23.0 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25
Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height.Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy.So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy!
Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on!

Do You Need to Lose Weight?

http://www.blogthings.com/doyouneedtoloseweightquiz/

okay... i dun think my weight is ideal... i still look fat ain't i? sheesh... im gettin more and more self concious everyday... and im getting more and more paranoid... omg... nvm... i still wanna lose a little bit more :)

*hugs*

signing off...

2007-01-15T09:35:00.000+08:00

charming rite? former member of a1, mark read...

he's one of my fave in a1 but it's so sad tat they split up :(

support him aites!

http://www.myspace.com/markreaduk

gorgeous ben... from my FAVE band, a1... but they split :(

so support ben aites!

http://www.myspace.com/benadamsuk

2007-01-15T05:47:00.000+08:00

Virgo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most.
You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions.
A good work ethic. You'll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make your relationship work.

Your negative traits:

Sometimes you are so focused on your goals that you let your relationships suffer
You tend to be a perfectionist - and expect perfection from your mate as well
You are picky. So picky that you rather be single than with someone who has a few minor faults.

Your ideal partner:

Values success in life as much as you do
Fits a checklist of qualities you've been looking for since childhood
Like you, is more practical and realistic than romantic

Your dating style:

Active. You're a bit hyper, so you'd prefer a date that involved rollerblading in the park or hiking.

Your seduction style:

You may seem a bit shy, but once you open up to someone - you're totally uninhibited
You like to set the scene first - candles, music, nice sheets
A bit obsessed with cleanliness, you may want to shower first with your love

Tips for the future:

Soften up a little. Vulnerability is sexy - and feels great over time.
Lower your standards a little. Look past a messy desk or someone being five minutes late.
Praise your partner more. You make expect them to be successful, but complements are still appreciated.

Best color to attract mate: Navy blue

Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's" Your Love Profile?

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourloveprofilequiz/

2007-01-15T05:37:00.000+08:00

You Are Las Vegas

Wild and uninhibited, you enjoy all of life's vices.You're a total hedonist, especially with sex, gambling, and drinking.You shine brightly every night, but you do the ultimate walk of shame each morning.
Famous Las Vegas residents: Wayne Newton, Howard Hughes, Penn & Teller, Siegfried & Roy

What American City Are You?

http://www.blogthings.com/whatamericancityareyouquiz/

2007-01-14T19:00:00.000+08:00

It's the things that you do,
So physical,
It's the things that you say,
So flammable,
You know I can't resist,
Boy it's such a shame,
Do you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

I'm going to make you mine,
It's not impossible,
Got to let you know,
I'm irresistible,
Baby can't you see,
You're the one for me,
But you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

When I look into your eyes,
Everytime you smile at me,
Oh I go weak inside,
Baby I just can't hide my love,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

Steps - It's The Way You Make Me Feel

2007-01-14T18:42:00.000+08:00

Here and now I wanna be the one for you
In everything you want me to
Cos I couldn't live if were apart

Time is running out on you and me
Cos nothings what it used to be
I guess I'm the only one to blame
But I promise you to make it right
Forget all the sorrows you bear within tonight
Believe in me when I say

Here and now I wanna be the one for you
In everything you want me to
Cos I couldn't live if were apart
Say there is something I can do
If I can make it up to you
For every time I let you down
And I promise you to make it right
Forget all the sorrows you bear within tonight
Believe in me when I say

Here and now I wanna be the one for you
In everything you want me to
Cos I couldn't live if were apart

Here and now lets tear down the walls together
it's better late than never
I know that we could find a way here and now
Ill be there for you

Here and now I wanna be the one for you
In everything you want me to
Cos I couldn't live if were apart
Here and now I wanna be the one for you
In everything you want me to
Cos I couldn't live if were apart

Here and now I wanna fall in love again
And try to be the best I can
So give me a chance to win your heart

Steps - Here And Now