Wednesday, April 12, 2006
omg, i feel so busted... i can't believe tis is happening to me... my hp is spoilt and i have a long way to go till orientation and i have nuthin to do at home... and i dun feel like staying at home all weekend... tis sux... i juz hate it cause whenever sumone tries to be CLEVER but they're actually not... shit 'em... btw, made sum frens thru werkshop fer the past 5 dae but i feel shittie too... god damn it... i juz can't write 'em here cause it's quite private and i dun wan the whole world to knoe... i realli miss da time when i spend sweet times with him... how i wish i could do it again... juz hope tat when i start werk, it will keep me bz from these ppl... i dunno wad to sae... maybe it's my fate to have a life like this... whu knoes... maybe tis will end soon and maybe not... so i have to b patient... wadever it is, i have to have a stable job to support myself and my OWN family... which is my princess and my husband... i understand tat he's having a probation and it's difficult fer him to get a stable job so mayb fer now, i have to wer first... cause he have a theft case so it's not easy u knoe... so maybe thing will b okie in a few months time...
took a picture of love 12:00 AM
