thanks for the outing yest dear, i really enjoy myself and i really appreciate it my dear :)






where its at
i know karma's coming to pay me back
im with the sweetest thang thats on the map
i broke her heart in 30 seconds flat
in 30 seconds flat
now how did i
just how did i become that kind of guy
to look at girl and lie right in the eye
my momma told me willy that aint right
boy now that aint right

im s s s sorryim s s s sorry
i didnt mean to break your heart [2]
im s s s sorryim s s s sorry
i didnt mean to break yab b b b break it baby
look babyim a heartbreaker [6]
im a hearta h h h h
im a hearta h h h
im a

where she go
i got some things i gotta let her know
to fix the love now its impossible
but baby baby if we take it slow
if we take it slowwe can make it work
we just cant throw the love down in the dirt
you probly think that im a f**kin jerk
cuz the way i let you down it made you hurt
i didnt mean to make you hurt

HEARTBREAKER - WILL I AM FEAT CHERYL COLE













Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you, to you, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back I'll make it better than it ever was
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)

MAYBE - SECONDHAND SERENADE






All the way from the east to the west We've got this high society looking down on their very foundation Constantly reminding us that our actions are the cause of all their problems Excuse the obscene, ignore the untrue Depictions we see, try and get through Admitting mistakes can't hurt I'm not the last but I sure ain't the first Relax while you're closing your eyes to me So warm as I'm setting you free With your arms by your side there's no struggling Pleasure's all mine this time


I believe my sins have been forgiven and I believe my choice will save me from this life please don't question why my sins have been forgotten I believe I'll find peace in afterlife please don't question why I left this way Centuries pass and still the same War in our blood, some things never change Fighting for land and personal gain better your life, justify our pain The end is knocking


If I was perfect Than this would be easy Either road is plausible on both I could drown I walk through the center With no rules to guide me I realize it's difficult But now I can see There's gotta be another way to go a way that's much more feasible A combination of all these lies to set your path without choosing a side I make decisions one at a time And no, I never say I'm always righ tI'm confident that when I stand on my own You'll see the truest form of a girl when I'm shining through So far down here just holding on


The left isn't better It's just more of the same Condemning all these people For what they believe I'll climb to the top of their mountain again No one is going to save me this way And the closer to the top I get the more they can aim But I'm not you I may not be perfect But I've always been true I may not be worthy in your eyes Climb up from the bottom For the last time The last one, The last time












































hello!!!! i juz wanna say i miss ina and shikin lah!



a7x rulz!!!!!!!!!!






hey ya!!!!!!!!!!! finally i'm 20... hehe... so im just dropping by to c how things goes here... so i juz nutink much happen when im not here... AND I MISS CERTAIN PPL :( so sorry cant spend time with you guys cuz im bz working and theere's not net connection at my grams place... so now, im stealin someone else's wireless... shhs! dun tell anyone... hehe... so gtg now... i will modef update u guys again abt wad happenin now and all i can say now is that im happier this way :) i can live my life to the fullest wif dhiya now... hehe :) so tkcr guys and i'll be back :)

ps:2 million ina cant be wrong... hehe... and thanks for the a7x tee :)






i hav moved out so i cant really post that much as there's no internet connection at hm so i'll update if i can okayy? cheers :)






Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu
Pudar kah sudah cinta yang ku beri
Berwarna warni segala
Yang dijanjikan ia

Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hati mu di tawan
Usah biar diri ku di sini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman
Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu
Usah lepaskan

Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu
Ku ingin selalu bersama mu

Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
Engkau dan dia harus bersama
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita patutnya masih bercinta
Usah lepaskan

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu

Usah Lepaskan - Taufik Batisah






I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne






Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fate

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around

What Goes Around Comes Around - Justin Timberlake






When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
No one could hold me down
No one could keep me around
Now it's your turn, take a shot
Baby show me everything that you got
Maybe you can keep me alive
Maybe you can get in my mind
But it's only a matter of time

Before I run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

My father, he was always wise
As wise as an elephant's eyes
He couldn't hold me down
He couldn't keep me around
So are you gonna take your shot?
It's the only one that you got
Maybe I'll go out on a limb
Maybe I'll jump in for a swim
When the lights go dim

You know I'll run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday

When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
And I don't think I'll ever change
I think I'm gonna stay the same
I'll run far away
I need to take a holiday

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Holiday - Boys Like Girls






I'm here when will you make your move?
I see you, I am me, I want cha, why don't cha?
Come to me, I can be, what you need, uh baby
I'm standin, been waitin, I'm yearnin, I'm burnin
Come to know me, come and get to know me
Come to show me, that you wanna know me

I'm here in love, can't wait no more no
You were the one who stole my heart
Can't you see the way to sober?
I need you to come closer
Please believe is getting stormy
You really got me hot






STAMFORD, Conn., June 26, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment is stunned and saddened by the details released by local authorities concerning the double homicide-suicide involving Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son, Daniel.

However, WWE is concerned with the sensationalistic reporting and speculation being undertaken by some members of the media following the press conference held by the Fayette County Sheriff’s Department and the District Attorney. During the press conference, the investigating authorities made the following points, all of which run contrary to the media speculation that "roid rage" was a factor in the senseless murders and suicide:

1. The authorities stated that all drugs found in the house were believed to be legal prescriptions.

2. Steroids were not, and could not, be related to the cause of death (asphyxiation). Authorities had no factual basis to speculate as to Benoit’s state of mind, and rightly did not do so.

3. Toxicology tests have not even been completed, so there is no current evidence that Benoit even had steroids or any other substance in his body. In that regard, on the last test done on Benoit by WWE's independently administered drug testing program, done on April 10, 2007, Benoit tested negative.

4. The physical findings announced by authorities indicate deliberation, not rage. The wife's feet and hands were bound and she was asphyxiated, not beaten to death. By the account of the authorities, there were substantial periods of time between the death of the wife and the death of the son, again suggesting deliberate thought, not rage. The presence of a Bible by each is also not an act of rage.

5. WWE strongly suggests that it is entirely wrong for speculators to suggest that steroids had anything to do with these senseless acts, especially when the authorities plainly stated there is no evidence that Benoit had steroids in his body, pending the toxicological reports, and that they had no evidence at this time as to the motive for these acts.

WWE is continuing to monitor the ongoing investigation being conducted by local authorities.

"taken for the wwe website"

ONE MORE LEGEND GONE JUST LIKE THAT :(

R.I.P CHRIS AND FAMILY






Today is the day,
the worst day of my life.
You sulk until it hurts me.
I don't know why.
The cost of misery is at an all-time high.
I keep it hidden.
Close to the surface, inside.

I'm learning to fall.
I can't hardly breathe.
When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me.
Don't try this at home.
Pretend you don't see.
I don't wanna know that you know it should have been me.

Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie?
He doesn't get you like I do.
And you don't know why.
You change your clothes and your hair,
but I can't change your mind.
oh, I'm uninvited. So unrequited, now.

I'm learning to fall.
I can't hardly breathe.
When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me.
Don't try this at home.
Pretend you don't see.
I don't wanna know that you know it should have been me.

Words screaming in my head.
Why did you leave?
And I can't stop dreaming.
Watching you and him.
When it should have been.
It should have been me.

Today is the day,
the worst day of my life.

Learning To Fall - Boys Like Girls













Lived through you,
safe with how we lived our lives,
with how it all turned out.
(But things are bound to change)
Uncovered lies, surfaced throughout,
will make you change your mind

Sometimes life is altered
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

When I see you, I can read it in your eyes,
fate misunderstood.
(But things are bound to change)
Swallowed the lies, can't blame you for,
thinking with your heart.

Sometimes life is altered.
Break from the ropes your hands are tied.
Uneasy with confrontation.
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

I see my world crumble and fall, before my eyes
I know, I know.
Dark will turn to light, in time I'll be alright
I know, I know
(I never imagined my life could turn out this way
So cold so black so alone)
Living goes by fast, catch your breath
and it will pass you by.
And it won't last, to sulk with the memories you hold.

Sometimes life is altered.
Break from the ropes your hands are tied.
Uneasy with confrontation.
Won't turn out right. Can't turn out right

And All Things Will End - Avenged Sevenfold

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

Your Weight is Ideal

Your BMI is 20.9 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25 Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height. Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy. So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy! Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on!

You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close
I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you
If you are not looking for true love,
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one

So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright?
Will you say ok?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say Ok.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe

When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright?
Will you say ok?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok Don't run away, don't run away)

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you won't be shy
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer

When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright?
Will you say ok?
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)

Say Ok - Vanessa Hudgens

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a very well adjusted and happy person. Overall, you are very content in your life. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

You Are 72% Burned Out

You are very burned out. You need a huge break from your responsibilities, starting as soon as possible. And you need this time to reevaluate what you really want out of your life. Because you're working hard and going no where... and that would burn anyone out!

You Are a Punk Rocker!

When it comes to rock, you don't follow any rules You know that rocking out is all about taking down the man You've got an incredible stage presence and rock persona You scare moms, make bad girls (or boys) swoon, and live life on the edge!

Your Body Image is 24% Unhealthy, 76% Healthy

You're body image is quite healthy, though you're sometimes a little bit too hard on yourself. Chances are you've got a rockin' body - so enjoy it!

You Are an Espresso

At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping Your caffeine addiction level: high

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it.

Your Weight is Ideal

Your BMI is 21.1 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25 Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height. Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy. So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy! Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on!

oh no... im falling sick... im having the worst headache ever and my throat hurts like hell... and im having a cold... and i dun have enough sleep... pity me... :(

Shikin Ismail
~ September 19, 1987
~ Currently Attached Since 06122007
~ Seriously Emotic
~ SUPER Perfectionist
~ AVENGED SEVENFOLD IS LIFE!!!




` Dhiyaya.
` My One And Onli Bf :)
` My Family.
` Avenged Sevenfold.
` Music is MY life; can't live without it.
` TAUFIK BATISAH & SYED AZMIR :).
` Guitarist :)
` Coffee Bean.
` My Phone.
` Starbucks mmmmmm :).

[x] FAKERS.
[x] FAKERS.
[x] and more FAKERS!!!.
[x] LIARS.
[x] When I'm Hungry.
[x] Animals.
[x] Backstabbers.
[x] Disturbed When I'm Asleep.

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# ika "the rev" :)
# fathul hakim
# that princess
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# all bands
# avenged romance
# my intoxication
# ina "syn gates" :)
# purple butterfly
# ain baby
# shika "tom fletcher" :)
# nimaca
# trisha
# atin
# saf
# filzy
# izzah
# cliff
# ana banana
# emma
# my sweet wiwid
# fadilah
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